Thursday, February 16, 2012

My Thoughts

my thoughts
My thoughts
How terrible you are to me
First you make me laugh then you
make me scream
I can't trust anything about me
Because your always changing with
out me looking
I thought I could keep an eye on you
Before you changed once again
But you find joy in my sorrow and
wait till the night when I am
defenseless
My prayers are twisted into
monologues of which I wonder if your
truth lies
Then you smile and laugh as the rest
of me cries
it's a dark world in there behind my
eyes
 there is no light in the lightless no
matter how much my will tried
To see the light would be to
accomplish a concrete
and currently all I am is the dust in
the wind