Saturday, August 31, 2013

No to Anesthesiology

After watching a Netflix instant watch movie, I think I have discovered that it is not in my journey to become an Anesthetist. The main character's name was Angel and all the decisions she made in her life brought her down to a great hole of despair. After this Netflix instant watch movie, I think I am little closer to what God has in store for me, and that is not anesthesiology.

Also, tomorrow is September! And I am so excited for it!

Thursday, August 29, 2013


How interesting that there could be honor in following through in a mistake so deep that society throws you out

I pray that there is some music in my life that is incomparable to anything else and that I am aware of it

I pray that this music is so loud and innocent that I can’t help but be constantly enveloped in its notes

I hope to be wisped away with flowers

a soft white dress that flows as I walk and face that captures other faces.

I hope my life turns this way and not that.

Dear Wolly and Billie, I pray I live a happier version of your lives that is filled instead of violence and death, brightness and the side of God no ones knows about yet and never gets bored of.